I tend to listen to music a lot when I write, as you’d expect, and a lot of the music can bleed into the writing. It’s just as much of an inspiration as any number of other things.
The music that I’m posting here may not necessarily have had a direct influence on the story itself (some did, especially the first three!), but they are a good start at getting into my head and see where I was at when writing and polishing “The Grieving Process.”
If you haven’t read it, here you go. That’s the first part. I encourage you to check it out before continuing.
O Positive was a rock band from Boston, Massachusetts, that has one hell of a cult following established since their breakup in the early 1990s. Their first EP, Only Breathing, contained the introductory track “With You”, a song that is about dealing with a loved one who is going through drug addiction and rehabilitation. That part isn’t reflected in the story (nor do I want it to be: drugs are bad, kids), but one of the lines from the song definitely is.
Feeder’s track “Whooey” is an interesting one. The track got its name from the “Woo-hoo” non-word sounds made during the chorus, while the vocals made the statement that “we’re just floating by…” I sort of fell in love with a line from the first verse.
Nada Surf’s “The Plan” is a great track from a band that became successful due to a fluke hit in the mid-to-late 1990s. Most of their stuff sounds nothing like their hit “Popular”, though that isn’t a bad thing. “The Plan” comes from the same album as that single, High/Low. It’s a song that I can relate too a little too much, as it’s a song about a desire to leave your hometown, and the restlessness that occurs when you can’t do so. I used a little bit of this song’s lyrics in the title of another story I wrote, called “Hardwired”, but that’s for another time. A line in the chorus is used in the third part of “The Process”, mostly due to the visceral edge that it had.
“Leave”, at its core, is about dealing with the death of a loved one. More importantly, it’s about dealing with their presence around you and the intrusion they can be on your life when all you want to do is move on from a dark time in your life. The lyrics in the bridge are particularly chilling:
Apparitions still won’t leave me alone / It’s as if you’ve never left
How am I supposed to remember you / If you won’t let me forget?
You can sort of see why I’d choose this song as an influence.
This one isn’t a direct influence, but it’s just something that I was listening to at the time for some of it. It’s, uh, well, it’s definitely an Elliott Smith song.
I’ve always thought of this as the music that Arcast Technologies would play over their speakers. It’s calming, it has a bit of a retro vibe to it, and there’s a bit of irony in the lyrics that people could pick up on if it were being played in a huge tech company’s lobby. I’m a huge sucker for Stereolab, too. It’s like a band traveled from the 1960s to the 1990s.
The third part of “The Process” was originally called “Outside”, named after this song because it was what I was listening to at the time, as well as being a pretty generic title and description of the story. The song itself doesn’t have much to do with the story, but I’ve always imagined it as the exit music for the story itself. Kind of an end credits sort of thing.
As a last note: that band mentioned in the story? That is a real band. Here is one of their songs, on the SoundCloud page for the band The Vivs, which you could sort of consider the spiritual successor to Edith, as the same woman is writing the songs and most of the original members are still in the band. Just putting this here in case you were curious about that.